i'll miss, i wont, i look forward to

Being able to walk anywhere, living on my own, feeling like I am doing something even if its nothing, having friends less than a block away, charlie’s calzones, walking through the commons, seeing the sky lit up from the lights at Fenway, easy access starbucks, riding past the paradise and seeing who is playing that night, spending an hour out on long wharf, ducks, al’s, boston in the fall, sarah arnold’s third floor deck, going to a bar and knowing everyone that works there, people watching, my bedroom, the trees on my block,

Working at a bank, spending too much too easily, parking, driving, street cleaning, the T, stupid college kids, stupid drunk college kids, a lack of sunlight, over exuberant red sox fans, boston winter’s, tourists, not having a dog around, being confined, not having a place to go outside and not be in public, crazy people, inferiority, coin-op, noisy heating pipes, garbage trucks outside my window on a saturday at 7am, sirens, squeeling trains, shootings,

Flying