tonights excuse

i dont think i want to drink anymore. lets consider a normal night out for me, or you, or just about anyone you or I know. meet up with friend(s). head to place to grab some kind of drink and chat or hunt or whatever. drink "enough" or too much and then venture home somehow, or pass out on the hardwood floor of your friends place. i dont want whatever charred remnants of a social life i have to be based solely on imbibing. its too mundane, not exciting enough, and its way too easy to do. of course i still enjoy a glass of red (shiraz, yellowtail is primo and cheapo), or a glass of scotch (seagrams v.o. preferred, or chivas) but i dont that to be it. there has got to be other stuff to do, even in rhode island. im sure some of you are reading this and saying "well yeah, theres pot and acid and coke and friggin...kerosene, whatever the kids are into these days" but youre missing the point. none of that is constructive.
so what do i want to do? i have no friggin idea. which is why im sitting here lamenting that i dont know what i want to do on a friday night. i also have this crazy need to really kick it up a notch with all my flying. do i spend all day, everyday at the airport? yes i do. am i progressing as fast as i want to? no i dont think so, and that responsibility lies solely with me. i should just be a hermit for awhile and crank this shite out. who am i kidding though, seeing who changed their pictures on their myspace profiles is too easy a distraction. i should rig an electric shock to my computer for awhile.
one fried pooter, coming right up!